Cowardly lion

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So I went to do the exam thingie yesterday. There were about 35 people trying out for the position. It's kinda discouraging going to these exams and looking around you and seeing all those other people. I get this 'why the hell would I be more suitable than any of them' feeling. Maybe they should let me do the exam seperately so I can pretend to be the only one trying out. And wow, I hadn't been up before 7am in ages. So I spend the better part of yesterday being completely braindead. I'm not exactly back yet as I went to read a bit in Narnia earlier and fell asleep. Whoops. And no, this does not count as napping as there was no intent to sleep, it just happened. You can all shut up now, I don't nap.

Also, I almost flatinated my cat. As in, she was lying on the couch and I went to sit down without looking and nearly sat on her.

So things have been interesting for Cameron. I think he hit rockbottom on Sunday after he had a very weird conversation with Aeryn. The boy's been kinda lost or whatever it is that his emo mind is going through. I didn't expect him to go all emo on me Sunday, but he's been better again since then. Which probably has to do with all the flirting and the recent fling with Jaye. Plus, he totally gave Parker permission to get him a superhero costume. Silly boy. But zomg, the costume will be hot hot hot. So now, I think he's finally picking himself up and moving on. Slowly.

Oh, and my computer has been crashing a lot lately and yesterday he did it again and gave me the blue screen of death. So my dad did something to it that hopefully won't make things worse. It's been stable for now, but the freezing up is so random that I can't possibly say if it's fixed or not. So we'll see what happens. If this doesn't fix it, I'm not sure what will.

Oh! I saw a jay yesterday. Pretty bird.

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