Jobs and the lack there of

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Okay, let's just get this over and done with so I can move on and post about other things without feeling like I'm hiding stuff. Thursday, monday and today started early as I finally got off my ass and registered at four different job agencies. Manpower and Vedior kind of shrugged and said they highly doubt they'll find anything for me. Randstad and Adecco are more helpful and I should keep an eye out for them, call them every few days to see if they got an interim job for me. Although they too indicated that finding something more permanent in my field is very unlikely and I'll have to go through different channels for that. (Mom was wrong about her info on the temp jobs.) So there. I've bitten the bullet, completely stuffed up when I had to proof my franch as my mind started to freak and lost all knowledge of it. *sighs*

I'm cranky about the whole thing. I hate talking about it, I hate it when people ask me how it's going and I hate it when certain parties are their tactless self and make stupid comments that make me want to beat them over the head repeatedly. I know it's basically because I'm cranky with myself and kinda disappointed too. I'm not feeling all too good about myself and well, this isn't helping any. I get defensive when anyone brings it up and yadda yadda yadda.