Phone call

I spoke to splash_the_cat and hyare!

Well more like they spoke to me. As I knew Julie might call this weekend if she could I had kept close watch to my mobile as half of the time I don't notice it when it goes off. So I am downstairs for 5 minutes before I realise that I forgot my mobile. I quickly go up to get it but of course, I missed the call.

But then it goes off in my hand and before I can think I pick up and say hey. Of course by the time Julie replies my brain has processed the information and is bouncing around. Then Julie tells me Hya is standing next to her Next minute I have Hya on the telephone. All I can think is "awwww, she sounds sweet" when my brain resets. Have short chat with Hya, more like she babbles and I'm not even sure I said anything. All I know is that I *was* not crying. I giggle when I get nervous about talking to people I know online for the first time! And of course I trust her, but perhaps not the other person involved ;o)

Get handed back to Julie, more talk that somehow doesn't process cause I'm too busy bouncing and giggling. Julie goes inside and before I know it the entire squeecon is yelling hi to me.

Julie and Hya, sorry for the braindeadness. My brain is still trying to process that I actually heard you guys. It was great hearing you two! *huge big knuffels and smooooches*

ETA: Btw, I'm so not used to people calling me Jara live. Took me a minute to realise what they were saying. *facepalms*

I give up

I just have no inspiration whatsover for my conclusion right now. I'm slightly freaking over the whole thing. I think I'm just gonna take the rest of the day off to breath a bit.

I keep expecting that those corrections and the suppliments will turn out to be a lot of more work than I think they will be. Or that my prof will mail me back saying my general chapter is crap and I need to redo it. Or that he will be unhappy with the conclusion (if I ever get it finished).

So yeah, basically I'm slightly panicking and still it makes me goof off more than it encourages me to work. because I keep trying to calm myself down by telling myself I still have until the 15th. Frustrating.

*freaks some more*