
I had a weird dream. I was in South America together with my parents, my sisters and An. We went to visit a church and all of a sudden Nathalie gets out a new Neil Finn cd I hadn't heard of. I ask her where she got it but she won't tell me. I just get so pissed at her for not telling me and my parents take her side in the fight.
So in my anger, I run off and leave them at that church. I walk until I come back to the river and decide to wait their until my family catch up with me again. While I'm waiting I notice two birds on the river bank. They're sparrows but they have this tail at the back of their head. Suddenly one of the birds flies up to me and next thing I know, it's in my hair playing around. It's actually quite funny but I take the bird out, just in case. Some of the locals - there are benches on the river bank and a lot of people are sitting there - laugh at me and one of them (a cutie) speaks English so we start talking.
For some reason though, one of the locals gets angry at me and he starts arguing but I have no clue what he's saying. The cute guy tries to translate but I really don't remember what it was all about. The only thing I know is that he suddenly pulls out a gun. Everyone runs off except for the cute guy and suddenly Nathalie is there too. I think it's Nathalie who bumps into me and in the commotion I pull the trigger. As i step back, I notice I have shot they guy. He just stares at me and falls to the ground. I try to get him up and call for help but it's no use. Suddenly he does speak English and he keeps telling me that it's not my fault but I can't help but feel guilty; I'm crying so hard as he dies. The river is gone now and we're sitting in this big open space in the middle of the city. People are starting to come back but I won't let anyone check on him.
Four bearers finally come up to me. They wrap him in white sheets. It's funny, they're not dressed in black or white but they're colourful; yellow, blue, orange, green. I ask them for a moment to say goodbye to him. I kiss his forehead through the sheet and then let them pick him up.
That's about the time I woke up. Strange dream.