I will be here when you need me
Jan. 14th, 2004 12:50 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
woodfaceSeeing everyone is putting up spoilers about Fall out. I'll talk about Grace.
Why am I left with a really heartwrenching feeling? Must say that my viewing of the ep wasn't optimal as Misty decided to interupt me a couple of times, once by attacking the mop.
Okay, on to the ep. It really had a Star Trek feeling to it. I liked Sam in it, seeing her emotions so clear for once. Esp the conversation with Jacob was touching.
And of course with Jack. But I don't feel good about it. I'm a bit torn at the moment. She talked about some things I'd been waiting for to hear but in a way that I have been fearing. Maybe I'm just in a negative mood but it really felt like a goodbye. She faces her feelings, full out, there's no denial about them but it's an unreachable goal. In a way though, it felt like she knew that if she wanted it, Jack would be with her. He isn't complex after all. But he would risk her career. However, I understand Chimera right now too. So Sam is gonna take the plunge and try to lose control with someone else. Knowing that whatever happens, Jack will be there. It's true to their relationship and it confirms a thought that's been with me today before watching Grace; Sam can move on. Which is good and bad all in one.
I'm just not sure how I feel about it all. I was squeeing after Evolution but I'm not squeeing now. I'm very reserved and I think I will continue to be until I see the end of Chimera. Sadly enough, I'm not being optimistic about ship right now. The ep did touch me though.
Come full circle at last, heaven, home,
I will be here when you need me
I will be here in the pouring rain
I will be here on diamond mountain
Why am I left with a really heartwrenching feeling? Must say that my viewing of the ep wasn't optimal as Misty decided to interupt me a couple of times, once by attacking the mop.
Okay, on to the ep. It really had a Star Trek feeling to it. I liked Sam in it, seeing her emotions so clear for once. Esp the conversation with Jacob was touching.
And of course with Jack. But I don't feel good about it. I'm a bit torn at the moment. She talked about some things I'd been waiting for to hear but in a way that I have been fearing. Maybe I'm just in a negative mood but it really felt like a goodbye. She faces her feelings, full out, there's no denial about them but it's an unreachable goal. In a way though, it felt like she knew that if she wanted it, Jack would be with her. He isn't complex after all. But he would risk her career. However, I understand Chimera right now too. So Sam is gonna take the plunge and try to lose control with someone else. Knowing that whatever happens, Jack will be there. It's true to their relationship and it confirms a thought that's been with me today before watching Grace; Sam can move on. Which is good and bad all in one.
I'm just not sure how I feel about it all. I was squeeing after Evolution but I'm not squeeing now. I'm very reserved and I think I will continue to be until I see the end of Chimera. Sadly enough, I'm not being optimistic about ship right now. The ep did touch me though.
Come full circle at last, heaven, home,
I will be here when you need me
I will be here in the pouring rain
I will be here on diamond mountain
